grrrrr ,
SICK , SICK , SICKKKKKK ! D:
how can i be sick in holidays ?
>.< cant go out ! sorry venusa & valerie , cant go out with you guys yesterday ! ): i need to get well soon ! i wanna go church campppp :D


i am sorry ,
i cant accept the fact .
that problem cant stop bugging me .
)):

yeah , whateverrr .
i tried to dont care about it .
but it wont stop bugging me ):
i am total loserrrr .
dumb / un-friendly / ugly are basically words to decrisbe me .
>.<
she is always the first , and i am the second .
am i so unworthy ?
maybe i am .
she is priceless ,
& i am just a useless piece of shit .


i fake a smile ,
to act that i happy :D
but , am i ?
deep down , .......