So blessed I can't contain it

Please be happy.
Please please be happy.
Promise me that you will be happy alright.

Standing far away oberserving each and every of your actions..
Well, I feel contented already..
Knowing that you're happy and fine, I feel the same way too.
I will be happy and fine.

Know what,
I think I finally understand how it all started..
I guess it just started off all cuz of my wishful thinking..
I was thinking too much.
I was thinking too far.

Sometimes, life is just so contradicting and irony...
Gahhhhh, Idk why am I feeling this way.

Your love is more than enough for me, Lord ♥

Break my heart for what breaks Yours

I pray that you will be fine.
I pray that you will be fine.
I pray that I will be fine.

Why?

Why?
Why must things be this way?
Why must all good things come to an end?
Why? Why? Why?

Why after doing so much, the reward back is this?
Then why must I do so much in the first place.
After going thru many hardship, I was hoping to at least I will get something I desire. But apparently, not.

Why must life be this way?
WHY MUST I FACE REALITY?
WHY CANT I BE AWAY WITH FAIRIES?

WHY?
Do you know why? ):

Bye.

It hurts alot, to know the truth that you're leaving me...

Knock knock.

@1.44am
You would never know how much you mean to me..
I am crossing my fingers hoping that it's not me..
I am just praying hard now that you would .........

Please don't leave me...

I will run to You

I can kinda feel it..

So much of soul-searching these few days. (:

Amazing love, how can it be

You've been knocking on my door too long.
I am sorry.
I am sorry, really.

Thank You Lord.
You're awesome! ♥

Cry in my heart

Ok, I know the truth.
But I dont know what to do now.
But why all the false hopes?
You just leave me like that...
BUT WHY BUT WHY BUT WHY.

Acting to be so strong
but yet crying and breaking down inside.
Ouch.
And I doubt you would know that feeling.

Alright alright.
Note to self: It's time to have a reality check. Serious.
Why did the foolish me went to believe such impossible thing,
but now get myself all hurt.
Who to blame?
No one else, but me.

"Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power"
-Ephesians 6:10
I will be strong cause God's with me....♥

Till here.
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