have mercy on me

When God permits suffering, He also provides comfort.

Things will get better

I keep telling myself that I don't miss you and I don't love you.

Hoping one day I'll believe it.

- Tyga

God's love never fails

I BELIEVE FOR THE EVEN GREATER.

holding on

No. I wont fall for it.

No, I wont.....

WHAT'S ON YOUR MIND?

Are you just concerned about what's gonna happen tomorrow?

Please don't contradict yourself, please don't confuse me..

YAY IT'S MY 440TH POST ^^

Set a guard upon my lips

note to self:

STOP JUDGING AND START LOVING ♥

Stony paths

Time flies~

Gonna take Olevels in a while...

I am not ready yet..

I am not focused at all...

Why cant time stop and wait for me? Haiz.

So much things to worry and to think about...

Trying to not let my faith to waver.

If God sends you on stony paths, He will provide you with strong shoes!!

Tata.

Woe is me

How does it feel if you cannot wear your heart on your sleeve?

Aimless

This picture portray the way I am feeling.

I dont know what to do now.

I dont know how to carry on.

I dont know, I dont know, I dont know..........

If only, I didnt think so much...

Seriously, this August has been really bad.

:( :( :(

Seriously?!

Thanks for critising me so much :(
Thanks for hurting me so badly :(
Thanks for crushing my self esteem :(
Thanks for screwing my great day :(
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING :( :( :(

Fool again

The reason why I am feeling so hurt right now is all becuz of my wishful thinking :(

"God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way."

Dear God, guide me..

I don't know what to do now...

Can't believe that I'm the fool again,

I thought this love would never end

How was I to know?

You never told me,

Can't believe that I'm the fool again

And I who thought you were my friend,

How was I to know?

You never told me.

I'm coming apart at the seams

If I should stay,

I would only be in your way.

So I'll go, but I know

I'll think of you every step of the way.

Bittersweet memories

that is all I'm taking with me.

So, goodbye.

We both know I'm not what you, you need.

SO FOOLISH OF ME TO THINK THE LIFE WILL TREAT ME KIND.

OH COME ON, FAT HOPE.

Even though I would really want a word in your shell-like....

But no, no.

I saw with both my left and right eye.

THAT'S REALITY. THAT'S THE TRUTH.

So, please, wake up ):

:'( :'( :'(

YOU, PLEASE STOP PREYING ON MY MIND.

I should not been so foolish should pin so high hopes should not trust you should put my faith hope heart on you....

And now, it's just me...

Alone...

Falling into pieces....

:'(

Christ, the Rock, is our sure hope

"Faith thrives when there is no hope but God"-Cindy Hess Kasper.

Note to self:

A small step of obedience is a giant step to blessing!

As daft as a brush

Very foolish. Indeed.

verisimilitude.

Orison

WHY MUST THINGS BE THIS WAY? ):
again, again and again.
Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Life is hard, but God is good ALL THE TIME.

YES YES YES.

God is good all the time! Haha.

Yay I am back blogging. Awesome-ness.

Hehez.

KNOW WHAT BLOGGIE, I LOVE TYPING IN CAPS. IT'S SO COOLZ YOU KNOWZ.

HEHEHEHEZ.

ANYWAYZ,

I DONT KNOW HOW TO FEEL SOMETIMES. :(

HAIZ WHAT TO DO?

I WANNA STUDY LEHZ. CAN MY MIND JUST FOCUS? :/

BYEBYEZ.

Deeply in love with You

Hi bloggie.

Hehe accidently press the wrong button and ta daaaaaaaa!

My new blogskin? Hmm, what do y'all think? Nice? Hehe.

Ok, holidays are here! Woohoo!

But, I seriously think I am lacking of self discipline!!!

I WANNA DO SOMETHING PRODUCTIVE THIS HOLIDAYS!!

I WANNA STUDY :/

Irritating temptations!!!!! >:(

Okie goodbyez.

I will update soooooooooooooooooooooon.

Do not be afraid

This is a great test, do not be afraid, God is holding your hand the victory is here!

Feel relieved after looking at this sentence? :)

MYE IS COMING AND I AM NOT READY AT ALL?
HOW? HOW? HOW?
START NOW. YEAH.

You're indeed charming...

xoxo
love you al stay happy peepoz

Best Friend

Jesus You are my Best Friend!

Surely I am foolish.

I was foolish enough to believe in you.

Pinning high hopes and getting hurt so badly now...

I JUST FEEL LIKE BMHOTWAD.

Figure that out.

Did I make the right choice? ;'(

Bye......

He knows my name

My greattttttttt and awesome father knows my name

He knows every tear that falls

He hears me when I call

To Japan, please be strong.

Please stay strong, don't lose your faith.

Note to you out there and me: TREASURE LIFE :)

Bye.

love you all.

Fear

Sometimes I feel I am like a coward
so afraid to face the truth the reality.
I mean the harsh reality....

I've been thinking too much...
To my mind, please be back on track NOW.

Zai jian.
Shen ai ni men :)

Harlo

Harlo ni men hao ma? Haha.

NOTE TO SELF:
FOCUS
PULL MY SOCKS UP(like an extreme nerd B-) )
BUCK UP
WORK HARD
FOCUS ON MY GOAL

wo yao motivate zi ji.
xi wang after noMADic race hui de dao motivation.

wo bu ke yi fang qi!!!!!!!!!
yao shuo wo ke yi de!!!!
shen hui pei wo yi qi zou zhe duan lu :)

zai jian!
wo yao du shu le...

Faith

Well, had a really special encounter when I sat a cab home with my family.

This taxi driver kept doubting about Christianity.

BUT NO WORRIES UNCLE, I AM GONNA PRAY FOR YOU

AND WE WILL MEET SOON SOMEDAY :)

Haiz I feel so bndkfjnbkfldmnbkldfs.

Each time I say I have to focus and all, but I just didnt honor my word and do it.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

How to make myself do it?

How to focus???

How to get everything into my head?

How to get motivated?

HOW TO HOW TO HOW TO?

AND ONE REALLY IMPORTANT HOW TO.

HOW TO GET YOU OUTTA OF MY HEAD?????????

I hate all these wishful thinking.

I really want to face reality.

STOP DREAMING KITTY LEE CHI YU!

Just focus on Os.

Just focus on Os.

JUST FOCUS ON Os.

I hope I can do it.

TTFN.

Let's all be happy ^^V

The passion

Hmm, how's life? :)

Common Tests the past week.

IT'S SCREWED.

I learnt something this week:

Don't pin high hopes on something, cuz when it fails, you gonna hurt really bad.

BE SOMEONE THAT HONOUR YOUR WORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Kk bye.

Have to study~

High and Lifted up

Indeed, God is High and Lifted Up!

He deserves all praise :)

I really pray that my fellow brothers and sisters in Christ at Indonesia is alright.

Praying hard that their faith doesnt shake but remain strong! :)

I doubt anyone has such similar experience as me..

But, you know the power of forgiveness is so amazing.

Knowing that you're forgiven, woah the huge burden in your heart and those chains that have been trapping you to get true happiness and joy is gone!

Ahhhhhhhh~

Well, I think I am more awake today

Hehe I studied a bit at least

but hoping I can pass

NOTE TO SELF: ALL GOOD THINGS WILL COME TO AN END

GET THIS CLEAR KLCY, pin no high hopes

Gosh I can't help looking at the picture and start day dreaming.

FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS uh huh.

I have to walk the darn talk so yeah tmrw onwards I gotta FOCUS.

Pray that I can do it.

TTFN.

I know You love me

TTF: Tata forever.

I mean, really, forever.

Seriously I really just wanna get all these distracting thoughts outta my head

and just fricking focus on Os.

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

CAN I PLEASE WAKE UP?!!!!!

It's already been the second wake up call.

Btw all happy chinese new year!

I hope you all enjoyed yea.

TTFN.

Today sucked.
Today sucked so badly.

My faith is shaking

I NEED SOME MOTIVATION AND PERSEVERANCE :)


Thanks for the memories, those memories will etched in my memory forever I guess.

It's not that difficult though

Are you willing to give me 60 secs of your time?
Well it's not that difficult..
It's such a small thing to be done but it creates a big difference in my life
It will probably be impossible so I decided to give it all up

Thinking too much
What am lying to myself?
KLCY wake up and face reality can't you?
Stop pinning hopes on impossible stuff
It's impossible
You're thinking too much
So what if you saw that? It might not be what you're thinking..

FOCUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It all happen for a reason

Do you all know what's most painful?
Let me tell you it's not getting an injection or got hit by some iron bat or broke your nail.
It's actually not being yourself and putting a darn mask wherever you go.
Acting as though life's beautiful but actually crying deep inside.
It hurts the most.. Really.
Faking a smile pretending everything's okay yeah right

What stay strong and be positive?
Who can really do that huh?

Life is so funny HAHAHAHAHA.

OK I SERIOUSLY GOTTA GET THIS CLEAR I AM SO NOT YOUR TEDDY BEAR.
You happy you be with me
And when you're angry you ignore and start hurting me?
Like what this seriously?

Ok bye.
@#^^&))@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@!

Always there?

I am really tired of all these stuff
I give up seriously
I guess it's a wake up call for me Thank God for that
It hurts so bad

I give up
I give up
But this is so not me.

Why must reality be so harsh and cruel?

):
):
):

Will I be okay and fine?

Just that one look

Happy new year!
Hopefully 2011 is gonna be a better year for you and me!

I miss you so fricking bad
but I guess you don't care..
Thanks much for that look
Thanks much for that scene

Amazingly 1.1.2011 full of different emotions
But I likey still

Know what God is so great and awesome!